.... and a huge commotion started outside
"argh, not again?" i asked myself.
i had a short prayer b4 seeing wad exactly happened. was afraid of stepping out of my room but i have to. i saw her sitting down and my kor kor trying to make peace. he was making a big fuss of sth and i nearly throw my temper at him. i wanted to shout so much, so much though i noe i will only make things worse.
thank God my kor kor hold me.
no one is at fault. though it seems like he is.
"dear God, we need patient."
he doesnt comprehend what we mean, and how we are concern abt him.
"dear God, pls grant him Your Heavenly understanding."
he'd been depressed.
"dear God, pls grant him joy."
i really wanted to help. when everything seems ok. i see her tears rolling down, my heart aches as i hear how she had been oppressing her unhappiness and unfairness.
"dear God, pls grant her joy and rest. she had been working hard for us jus becos she love us."
i went back to my room. in a less than 10 mins time, my emotions had a big change.
"dear God, pls make this the last time."
i lie on my bed, trying my utmost best not to let the tears roll down.
But it doesn't help.
